The Service of Evening Prayer was beautiful. The Motet by Henry Purcell was sung by the choristers,
Now, now that the sun hath veil’d his light
And bid the world goodnight;
To the soft bed my body I dispose,
But where shall my soul repose?
Dear, dear God, even in thy arms,
Then to thy rest, O my soul!
And singing, praise the mercy
That prolongs thy days.
Hallelujah!
The sermon was given by the former Archbishop of Canterbury, Lord Williams, apparently without notes. The generous ecumenical welcome enabled us all to participate and to worship profoundly. The music of hymns and responses sung by the choir was beautiful. The closing hymn was “Love Divine, All Loves Excelling” (written by Charles Wesley, Anglican priest and poet, and the cofounder of the Methodist movement with his brother John). Cardinal Vincent told me he had chosen this hymn because it was sung at the funeral of Pope Benedict and he had found himself following the Pope’s coffin as this was sung, moved to tears at the lines, “Changed from glory, into glory”.
You might still be asking why is she telling us this and where do those lines of Robert Burns fit into this reflection?
After the service concluded there was a reception to which all guests were invited, and Cardinal Vincent (again without notes) spoke of his greatest and deepest memories of Pope Benedict during his visit to the UK. At this moment he chose to remember Pope Benedict speaking and telling stories about Jesus with a group of children who listened intently and carefully. Cardinal Vincent chose not, at that moment, to remember a man described as God’s rottweiler, a theological conservative or traditionalist, author of 60 books, a reflective theologian Pope, but rather someone who kept a group of children enthralled and in doing so was fully present to them in that moment.
I continue to reflect on how we see ourselves and how others see us. We can delude ourselves about who we are, how we interact with others, how we behave, how we present ourselves. Others may misread us, not grasp the whole of ourselves and focus on a tiny part of who we are and what we do. We may, in our memories be partial and incomplete.
It is only in our relationship with God that we are fully known, attended to and seen in all our incompleteness and frailty, and in that relationship to be “changed from glory, into glory”, redeemed and transformed to be the person God created us to be. In Psalm 139 we celebrate that it was God who made us and that there is nothing in us which God does not see,
“Your eyes see all my days”.
Whatever our character, and whatever we are and do, at the last and at the end of our days we stand before our Maker and cast before God “our crowns”, lost in the wonder, the love and praise of God. We are all creatures of a Creator God who creates and re-creates us, and all the world.
Every blessing
Revd Helen Cameron
Moderator of the Free Churches Group